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I have a test today and I'm so anxious I'm gonna throw up
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back on my bullshit: looking through and making edits to my doc full of Issues I Have That Haven't Ever Been Looked Into for the doctor. which may prove to be futile but i will not think to bring any of this up + will absolutely try and downplay it if i do not do this.
i still keep joking that i will hand them the papers and go "pick one and we can start there" as well as threatening to walk out if they so much as breathe the word "asthma" to me. hopefully i can actually do these things at the appointment.
and i know. i know that doctors hate it when you present possible diagnoses and that you should let them do it themselves but like. you don't understand. i have had 22 years of not having anything done when i had a health concern, to the point where i stopped even realizing that things were concerning until someone else pointed out to me that it may be a problem.
so im coming armed and prepared and if the doctor refuses to work with me like im an actual person, then i will leave and i will ask for a different doctor. rinse and repeat until i find someone who will actually help me.
#ik this is probably not the best way to do this i do i get that#but for my own sanity and the sake of actually getting things down as they ARE not as i fake#bc i am too anxious about seeming needy or useless or desperate for attention or whatever#then yeah. the doctor is getting my 8 page document of issues i have noticed i have#that have never actually been looked into by a medical professional bc military hospitals fucking suck ass#and i didn't have a choice before#(and then when i did i had too much anxiety to actually DO anything about it until now)#ough.#wish me luck for this appointment guys.#it's not for another 2 weeks or so but still#it's also a new patient appointment which. i assume means looking at current state and family history#more than any of this#but im bringing the doc anyway so they have an idea of whats going on#and again so they can choose a starting point.#breathing issues/gi issues/headaches/tinnitus/allergies#or any of the various mental health issues tho i figure those will be outsourced to someone else#since this is just general medicine lmao#but anyway. pick one and when we get somewhere with that we can do smth else#or if we get nowhere with that. whichever.#shh ac
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So I read the Sonju and Mujika light novel chapter-
#Yeah I know I know I hadn’t read it in all these years fake fan or whatever#anyway ough#ik it was mostly information we already knew#but Mujika struggling with the idea that she indirectly killed the people she was trying to save….. she might be my fav now#Got dam. I feel like it was told a bit better than in the manga too like it was given more focus idk#anyway I drew this dumb thing bc I have a headache and wanted to make smth light so I can’t really process my thoughts rn#But yea. Goodnight#the promised neverland#tpn#tpn Mujika#Mujika tpn
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I have made so much soap and now my brain hurts
#i think it's all the smells...... there's too many smells.#...#I've made like 24 smells today and my kitchen now makes me feel like my head is gonna explode#i might go nap this headache off while this batch solidifies and then maybe get back to it#i wanted to go through and use up the last of my soap base because i was sick of it sitting in my craft supplies doing nothing#but i severely underestimated how much i had. I've made so much fucking soap and there's still more soap base to use#i think there's maybe. maybe enough for 4 or 5 more bars. so maybe after a nap i can finish it off.......#i have been making soap since about 5 am. with a little bit of cult of the lamb while i waited for the batches to cool#i am very tired#ough#soap.... i have so much soap.........
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Is my annoying headache game on point tonight or is talking to my lovely friends always this difficult………..
#1. I have a headache. ouchhhhhhy Ough I need to lay down or take some medicine#2. why does it always seem like a bad time to talk to ppl……. like b4 I even talk to them………..#mf just do it just send a message it’s not gonna be the end of the world#however. what if. it is#I’m too tired for this 😔#ough yeh I’m going to go get medicenebor sun thing#The Crab Speaks
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HELLO???!?!?!
I'M LOSING MY MIND OVER HERE!!!!!!!!!! NEVER WOULD I EVER HAVE THOUGHT TO SEE A CONTINUATION OF A COMIC OF MINE OMGGGG 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
IT'S SO GOOD... APOLLO'S WHOLE APARTMENT JUST BEING FRAMED PICTURES OF MIKEKO..... THE SILLY TRUCY MONTAGE OF HER SNOOPING AROUND THE APARTMENT (AND HER BEING THE ONE TO LOCKPICK APOLLO'S DOOR TOO!).... AND JUST THE GOOFY AND SILLY SETUP BEFORE THE DARK REALITY HITS... MUAH!! CHEF'S KISS!!!! PHENOMENAL JOB!!!!
i just do so so soooo adore the color progression here. from the bright yellow light from outside contrasting the dark blues of the apartment!! so good!!!!
that last trucy panel? i'm afraid that i'm going to have to sue you for emotional damages now, sorry. rules are rules 😔
AND THE BONUS COMIC AS WELL. OBSESSED i couldn't help but add a continuation for that continuation PFTTT
kristoph's muder plans being destroyed by these autistic little freaks who like framing and collecting things? out-freaking-standing.
[ID in alt]
hi hey hello. you should go check out @u3pxx 's piece for the mea culpa zine I just made a fun and silly continuation of it because im normal about it <3
more fun and silly shenanigans under the cut
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#other thing is that i love toocys petticoat under her dress ... ough...#tysm for drawing this it made my day <333#two of my friends sent this to me like DEN DEN HAVE YOU SEEN THIS!!!!!!!!!! DFGHDD <333#the scream i scrumpt when apollo framed the pens SDFGHDJ#ace attorney#apollo justice#kristoph gavin#trucy wright#phoenix wright#clay terran#other's art!#fave art#reblobbed#sunnysidedoodles#described#id in alt text#tw flashing#cw flashing#<- just in case for that reaction gif i made#im worried that it moves too fast that people might get headaches from it asksksk#sunnysideattorney#sunnysidegifts
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In the Split Phoenix au, do Feenie and Nick split inside the courtroom, or out of it? What were everyones reaction if it was inside?
Also are you cool with people writing fanfics based on your aus? You've probably answered this question before, but I want to make sure
Bro got split once he got disbarred 💀 so it was in his office, but Maya was there, so that’s why it’s just Maya’s reaction here
And yeah!! I’m super open to the idea of people writing fics based on my AUs! I’d love to see what others would do with these different ideas I have and it’s always fun to see!
Transcript under the cut since Tumblr decimates quality
Page 1 -
Letter: “ur fired lol - Bar Association”
Bottom Phoenix: Ough
Top right: Oh man! I have a splitting headache! *laugh track*
Page 2-
Nick: FEENIE?!
Feenie: NICKY!!
Feenie: YIPPEE!
Page 3-
Maya: Nick? Are you okay?
Nick: I can explain
Feenie: MAYA!!
Maya: THERE’S TWO OF YOU?!?
Page 4-
Feenie: Hihi Maya!
Feenie: I’m Feenie!
Maya: Then who are you?
Nick: I’m Nick
Nick: I guess Phoenix’s psyche couldn’t handle getting disbarred and split
Page 5-
Maya: Wait you got disbarred?
Feenie: mhm
Feenie: WAHHHH
Maya: Feenie!
Feenie: WAHHHH!!!
Page 6-
Feenie: Thankie Maya. ILY you’re a lot like Mia
Maya: (best compliment she’s ever gotten)
Maya: Do you want a hug too, Nick?
Nick: No
Maya: Too bad!
Nick: Oh come on-
Page 7-
Maya: TWO BROTHERS!!
Page 8-
(Steel Samurai noises)
Maya: See! Look!
Feenie: WOAH!!
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#ace attorney au#phoenix wright#feenie#maya fey#split phoenix au#ace attorney fanart#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#Maya’s just happy to have more friends and family#especially one who is always open to hugs and watching kids shows#I think I’ve done a good job with making them distinct shape wise :D#also them sitting like that in the last panel is not weird for siblings. my older sister and I sit like that when we watch TV together#I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS AND STUFF SHIODHHID SEND IN MORE ASKS OR IDEAS (IF YOU WANT TO OFC)
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I have an Eddie comfort HC that's kinda self indulgent but what's new.
So I work with kids (like toddlers). And sometimes, when I get home, I need to just sit in a dark, quiet room for a bit. I feel like Eddie would understand, but still struggle cause he's missed you allllll day, and now you wanna be alone?? So he'd promise to sit very quietly if you let him in the room with you.
ough i resonate with this ✊😞 i absolutely love this idea!!
the moment you come in from a long day at work, eddie can tell something is a little off. he sees the heaviness in your eyes as your smile fails to reach them, and it drops completely as you turn away from him to step out of your shoes and outerwear.
when you turn back around he’s moved in closer but keeps a bit of distance still, knows it can overwhelm you to be crowded right after you get home — but you see the hint of eagerness in him, he’s giddy and excited to have you home but trying to keep it low-key.
“hey! how- how was your day? do— um, do you need help with anything?”
you smile quick, soft, and shake your head, “i’m good, babe, thank you. it was alright today.” you cup his cheek and guide him in to kiss the other, and he pinks slightly with your touch. he missed you so much.
“y-you sure?” it’s gentle, softly insistent, he bounces a little on his heel and fiddles his fingers. he wants to make whatever’s wrong better but still, he doesn’t want to overwhelm you.
you sigh softly and run fingers through your hair, “really, eds — i’m alright. i just, uh… i’m just gonna, sit for a bit in our room. i think i just need to, like… decompress, y’know? the kids were just so rowdy today and-”
“you had that headache this morning…”
“yeah,” you breathe out with another sigh. you offer a weak smile and pat his cheek. “just hang out out here for a bit, okay? i won’t take long.”
you start to head down the hallway, and aside from the light steps behind you giving him away you definitely sense the presence following in your shadow. you pause and so does he. your turn your head and your raised eyebrow is your question mark, to which eddie stutters slightly.
“i-i uh, i just—“ he’s worried for you. you know, you understand; but you just needed some time in the quiet dark alone to recharge.
“babe? i’m okay. really. you don’t need to worry.” to this he nods, stays in place as you continue towards the room. and then just as you’re heading inside,
“can-can i sit with you..? i won’t make a sound, i promise, i just, i really… i really, uh… i really missed you.”
you turn back to look at him, his words and the puppy dog look he’s giving you makes your heart thump hard for a few beats, warms your chest and makes you breathe out softly before smiling. you hold your hand out and eddie nearly trips over his feet with a massive cheesy grin as he skips up to take it.
“i missed you, too, eds.”
inside your room, eddie does just as he promised and parks himself on the floor in the corner, quiet while you change into something loose and comfortable. he watches you all the while in his silence, and even without speaking you can practically feel the love radiating from him like a furnace.
even though you’d intended to decompress alone, his presence was comforting and easy, and the simple fact that he so desperately just wanted to be in the same room as you — that he missed you that much — could’ve made you cry right there.
with the lights off and room quiet, feeling more comfortable in your home clothes, you were starting to feel less tense. every time you glanced over to eddie his whole demeanor lit up even though he was already smiling and looking right back at you, just sitting cross-legged on the floor making sure you were alright.
you crawl up onto the bed and lay yourself down with a huff, groaning softly as it’s almost aching to let your tense muscles relax, satisfying nonetheless to finally be able to just, lie there. not have to worry about the screaming, crying, banging, all the noise of your day. your ears ring with the quiet, but it slowly dies away; your senses calming.
for a while you just lay, eddie just sits, and you find yourself glad he’d been so insistent, as his presence is just as calming as the quiet and the low light.
“…hey ed?”
“yeah?” immediate response, and you can’t help the smile.
“i love you. a lot.”
a pause this time. you can hear him shift excitedly, practically feel the beam of his smile, “i love you too.”
“…wanna come lay by me?”
no vocal response this time, instead it comes in the form of weight shifting on the mattress as eddie carefully crawls in and stretches out beside you.
you slide your hand out, and you feel his fingers lace in with yours.
#thank you thank you k for the ask i loved this idea!!!!!!#i hope this is okay and you enjoy!!!!!#eddie is a PUPPYYY 🥺🥺🥺🥺😫😫😫#eddie munson#eddie munson fanfiction#eddie munson fanfic#eddie munson fic#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x gn!reader#eddie munson x you#eddie munson imagine#eddie munson comfort#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson request#mine
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Random Merlin Rewatch: Where a random number generator gives me a season and an episode from BBC Merlin; and then I comment on it as I go.
Today's episode: Season 2 Episode 11 - The Witch's Quickening
First off, before I start. It's got Mordred on the cover, so I'm assuming it's the episode where Merlin tries to kill little baby Mordred? And bby Mordred fucking shows off some of his magic in it as well. Don't remember much else but that, so.
LET'S FUCKING GO INTROOOOOOOOOOO
Oh, it's that ugly ass blonde guy that's gonna manipulate Morgana or whatever it is. Ugh. I don't like him. Glad to see him on the floor, but I know it's all a ruse.
Why is every Camelot knight fucking useless, y'all cannot be serious right now.
Was he. Fucking floating or something??? That looked goofy as shit, brother. Loser.
LET'S GO MUSICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC
It is a testament that Camelot must have a lot of different knights and guards, 'cause they don't recognize the guy but that's alright. I'm assuming they're so used to seeing each other with the helmets that they just. Forget each other's faces?? I don't know, maybe it's me, but I can recognize a face.
Oop, not Merlin snooping in on some random telepathy convo.
Before that, I wanted to comment. Absolutely bonkers that they're carrying Mordred (? maybe) inside a barrel. At least I'm assuming that's what they're doing.
That must've been so goofy to film, thank god colin just puts his whole pussy into everything he does.
A rare occasion of some guards being useful. Too bad magic's a thing, huh.
Does the druid speak give Merlin headaches?? Poor boy looks like is getting one. Also he looks so comfy.
NOT MORDRED INSIDE THE BARREL, MY GOD. That cannot have been comfy. Also him just. getting out like that. So creepy, I respect it.
Oh the two people just lifting him up like that, he's so smol!!
Why does the blonde guy has such a slutty shirt, wtf.
Why is Morgana sleeping with a big ass bracelet on, girl, take that off!!! You don't need it babe.
Morgana smiling :((((( My love.
OOP ICONIC ARTHUR CHOKING MERLIN UP THE WALL SCENE, LET'S GO
Ohhh the way Arthur just get's so protective when Merlin tells him they're in Morgana's chambers. They love each other so much, I'm SICK.
Ugly ass man, no one asked for you to talk, BITCH. fucking Alvarr or whatever the fuck, he can suck my dick, his vibes are SO OFF.
Morgana is so empathetic, like, she GETS IT!!! Of course she has some degree of privilege by being Uther's ward, but she is so fucking afraid everyday of being found out!! I'm SICK.
NOT MERLIN GETTING ALL GIDDY BY A COMPLIMENT FROM ARTHUR, OUGHHHHH
Hate seeing Morgana get so manipulated, hate it hate it, I'm SICK OF IT, LET MY GIRL LIVE HER FUCKING LIFE
EWWWW GET AWAY FROM HER, EWWWW
AHHHHHHHH MORGANA'S ACTING IS SO GOOD, FUCK I LOVE THIS SCENE, SO GOOFY!!!
She's so gorgeous. But also I love Merlin's little head tilt at Morgana's excuse "Don't you think if there was someone in my room, I'd know about it?" because, frankly, no you wouldn't!! And merlin knows this, but she says it with so much confidence they just take it.
Damn, Arthur getting so sassy n aggressive 'cause he was so scared of finding a horrific scene in Morgana's chambers, and now he's got nothing but Merlin to let out steam to. Damn, damn, boys.
I don't Mordred understands that his role in this mission is nothing more than just ensuring they get the crystal via manipulating Morgana with his existence. Very sick game Alvarr is playing. But Mordred could also be in the know. Hmmm.... we'll see.
Merlin IS very smart, he understands people, but most of all he understands magic users and what they need to do to survive, even if it means sacrificing yourself for others to survive.
Ough, that braid and that green dress. Morgana is just stunning.
"I was looking for Arthur." immediately looks down, guilty as fuck. Morgana is a good liar, but that doesn't mean she likes it all the time. This is Merlin, someone she supposedly trusts. And she is committing a serious crime. Tense.
God, I do love the aesthetics of this show. Love it love it, the fire, the stone walls, everything. And they never played about the clothes.
Merlin can never sleep in peace, and Arthur can never eat in peace.
Well. I do have to say, I was wondering why Arthur's door wasn't locked if he's known to be away. Merlin babe that's kinda on you, you should've locked it :///
Love the difference between Merlin apologising to Arthur n him just walking away, and then Uther being very harsh to Arthur for the same reason. Something something if Arthur can, he'll bear the burden/blame of others since he already feels responsible for a whole kingdom even as a prince, so what's more of that weight on his shoulders right? Technically, the fault is Merlin's but if Arthur can help it, Uther will never know it. He cares so much for Merlin.
Arthur lying through his teeth for Merlin, ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
This damn fucking dragon, fuckkkkkkkkkk
"Because you don't have a choice." OOP MERLIN ATE WITH THAT ONE.
God, the way Kilgarrah talks abt Morgana, I hate it!! UGH
Hm. The fact that Mordred possibly can use the crystal but Morgana can't (KIlgarrah's words). Interesting. So, from least to most poweful: Morgana<Mordred<Merlin.
Gwen just trying to spend as much time with Morgana because I bet they normally chat and stuff.
Oof, the mix of anger/fear/apprehension on Gwen's face with "My Lady." i bet it doesn't happen often when Gwen is reminded that Morgana is a lady and has the power to fucking execute her at will, she's that powerful. It must be so scary when she gets reminded of that. Of course, she knows Morgana would never; but what if?
The difference between Morgana's pristine tall white horse and Merlin's smaller black horse. Love that. Loveeeee it.
Oof. The fact that Morgana balks at Alvarr and his strategy of just. Killing anyone at Uther's side, even innocents. Like, she just cannot understand that, but!! She's at her most vulnerable at this time. Right now, she's not sure what's right or wrong. She doesn't know if what she thinks it's the right thing to do anymore, if it's what's needed for magic to be free, for her to be free of this fear and be herself. Is cruelty the answer? Is she being too merciful? I wonder if these are thoughts that she's having, knowing that what feels right is that she doesn't want to kill civilians, just bring Uther down. But what if her approach is wrong, and they fail, and it makes it all worse? What is there cannot be any "half measures"?
DONT FUCKING TOUCH HER BITCH EW
"I dont want to be alone anymore." THIS!!!! This is what leads to Morgana becoming what she becomes in season 3. Ultimately, she feels so alone. What other friends she has besides Gwen? Arthur? And now those two are poisoned because of her secret. She doesn't know if she can trust them fully anymore. She was already bitter, and full of hatred for Uther, and she was already capable of being ruthless and brave. But this? Being alone? This is what sets her off at her path. Even if she has allies, in the end she will always feel isolated, separated, alone. Even with Morgause. The second she gets into the mindset of "I have nothing of value to lose." She goes down Uther's path. The second she convinces herself that everyone either wants her dead or gone or whatever, she's on Uther's path. And Morgause doesn't count; she helps with this actually. Because Morgause is also very isolated and alone, but still puts herself in a certain distance with Morgana. Yes, they're sisters, they're High Priestesses. But they know their roles are much grander than themselves. Morgause even makes Morgana sacrifice her for their shared goal. The connection she has with Morgause only intensifies this idea that Morgana does not need others, she has a purpose outside of herself, and nothing else matters. This is what leads her down Uther's path. And once you start self-destructing, you realize how easy it is; and how much harder it becomes to put yourself back together again.
EWWWW THEY ALMOST KISSED!!! Another proof that Morgana is just so desperate for connection. First sign she sees of pure acceptance without fear she wants to dive right into that "safety". Ugh. Hate Alvarr and his manipulation.
EWWWWWWWW FUCK I HATE THIS GUY BROOOO
Oop, cult leader esque vibes. Should've known.
Not Gaius straight up telling Merlin "Let's lie to the King." Bet Merlin teases him abt that.
Goddd, I love their sibling banter. Also love how Arthur just cannot seem to tell when someone's hiding something when they're someone he truly deeply loves n trusts. Hope that doesn't bite him in the ass or something.
DON'T FUCKING KISS HER EWWUHHHH
Not Arthur just bullying the fuck out of Merlin. Too bad he's too busy listening to a telepathic convo.
THIS IS SO FUNNY, MERLIN JUST BEING LIKE "There's a footprint!!! (Oh fuck it's not enough, um-) LOOK!! MORE!!!"
"Yes they are" says Merlin prophetically and then somebody get shot with an arrow. Seriously, how did nobody get that Merlin was a sorcerer?? Did they just think he was. very weird???? Actually, that's exactly it.
Not Merlin aiding in the death of a child.
And just like that, another part of the prophecy solidified. Welp!!
Not Merlin seeing what Kilgarrah will do if he releases him and then that's exactly what he does.
OUGH??? MORGANA SENDING AWAY THE GUARDS WITH JUST A FLICK OF HER HAND??? HOT?????
OOP??? I FORGOT HOW HARD SHE WENT IN THIS SCENE HOLY SHIT???? This was, lowkey, Morgana sealing her fate. She was just so done with being passive and just taking the luxury of being Uther's ward. She saw what Alvarr and the druids and anyone with magic has had to do to survive and to end this reign of terror and she got so sick of just being on the side-lines. No wonder it was so easy for her to just betray them past this point. To her, she was already alienated from Uther and Camelot and everything it stands for. Alvarr being sentenced to death, not even telling the whole truth of her aiding him, radicalized her here. The title of this episode makes so much sense, this is Morgana getting more and more cold and ruthless towards Camelot whether before she just hated it and suffered under it. Go off queen.
OUGHHHH NOW THAT BROKE UTHER'S HEART, DAMN!!! She fully just. resigned from this family (I don't think she's fully processed that this means resigning from Arthur as well, she's just so focused on Uther).
OUGH THAT LAST LINE. UTHER'S SHOOK BITCHHHHH
"The future is as yet unshaped." This is why I believe destiny is not set in stone, but!! Once you do a set of actions, one path of the future solidifies and it is basically impossible to erode yourself out of it. But not truly impossible.
Morgana lying to Gwen, separating herself more n more from those she loves but that could hinder her new path. Oof...
Not Morgana bribing the guards with alcohol, jesus they're so stupid.
Fucking HATE ALVARR UGHHHHH
Oh, the way that Uther knows, and Morgana knows he knows, but Uther just cannot bear the thought of the truth, cannot say it out loud. OOOOOHHHH DELICIOUSSSSSSSSS
Damn what a good ass episode bro. This is really where we see Morgana become herself, I guess; or the hateful, ruthless version of her. It is both sad but so freeing to see. But I do think she only really wanted Uther to be gone, her hatred for Arthur and Merlin came later, through Morgause and her manipulation, but also their own actions.
#merlin#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#morgana pendragon#hey look i posted a thing#Merlin Random Rewatch#had ton of funnnnn
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Pawn Behaviors - Beyond the Rift
𓆩 Thorne 𓆪
[template] - [winterheart’s]
❖ BEHAVIORS & HABITS:
➵ COMMON:
Complaining, a lot.
Good luck trying to peacefully walk past enemies when he’s there.
Battle is fun!!
➵ UNCOMMON:
Collects parts of monsters the others don’t think of gathering, for whatever reason.
A joke in someone’s expense is how he shows his love, (they get a smirk with a wink and/or an elbow poking at their side.)
Loudly laughs if he got as he gave.
As a Hawker, he’s also a merchant. Friends get discounts and other types of deals, (if they buy one thing but he previously noticed them eyeing another as well — “Oh! I haven’t told you about this deal…” There was no deal, it’s really just a gift.)
Talks about how he can improve when he feels like he’s done a mistake.
He hovers around companions after battle or during long travels, before gathering the courage to tell them of something on their armor / cloak or even face — blood or dirt. If familiar with them, he’d fix it himself.
➵ RARE:
Randomly gifting.
“Peeled this apple for you, Arisen.” <3
➵ DRAGONSPLAGUE:
Absolutely no awareness or acknowledgment of his wrongs, if the Arisen knows him well enough this is a big, big tell that something is wrong with him.
More protective of the Arisen, to the point he doesn’t think clearly and can instead compromise them.
I see the “headache” animation as pawns having a tiny moment of resisting. For Thorne he feels an uncomfortable familiarity and it leads to a lot of confusion, and a bit of lucidity. As he holds his head, he’s very quietly begging just “Pleasepleaseplease-” over and over until he feels good again.
❖ THOUGHTS & OPINIONS:
➵ THE ARISEN:
The Arisen needs to look presentable at all times. He would take care of cleaning their armor and whatnot, if he must.
His second Arisen, adventurous and caring Sylvas won him over far too easily. Being so clearly different from his tyrannical first Arisen, it wasn’t so hard to break Thorne’s (admittedly slightly thin) walls.
Thorne is very glad of having an Arisen who actually needs him, (instead of one that treated him as disposable as his dead brother) so he is dutiful and proud of it.
He’s always quick to consider others a threat to the Arisen, mostly because he worries Syl can be a bit gullible at times. Odd how some Arisen have their hearts lead the way when they aren’t even in their chests! He’d say.
➵ OTHER PAWNS:
Thorne is rather bossy with other pawns, but not beyond the rift — except during rough battles, he slips back into an old mindset.
Most pawns Syl hires are pawns Thorne met beyond the rift. Friends! Pawns which he already trusts to watch his back, and more importantly his Arisen’s.
The Arisen’s pawns need to look presentable as well.
➵ WORLD:
He may point at different environments and mention which monsters, from other worlds, would have occupied it were they to exist in this one.
Sometimes he nicely asks the Arisen if they could camp somewhere further down the road just because it has nicer surroundings or a view.
➵ BATTLE:
One more time, bossy.
Thorne may compromise himself to watch the Arisen’s and other pawn’s backs when they’re vulnerable.
Alternatively, he tends to get so lost in the rush of battle that he forgets to keep an eye out on the Arisen’s back.
He’s more than happy to avoid fighting hostile bandits should the Arisen wish it, but if they harm them he will not hold back — as much as he hates shedding more human (& beastern) blood.
➵ NPC's:
Thorne is so fond of Beren, the soldier in him really respects the man (though in more of a fanboy way, hilariously.) He also thinks his childhood home is so inviting and he’s always excited when Syl decides to give him a visit.
➵ QUESTS:
Syl telling Thorne that he will be pretending to be a pawn to see what the deal with the Phantom Oxcart was causes an argument between them. Thorne would stay behind not because the Arisen asked him to, but to sulk.
➵ BONUS:
Ough. Okay, About to write something horrible that I know I won’t write anywhere so I’ll get it out now — warning for War and Death /murder of children.
Years back as his first Arisen’s War General, Thorne was instructed to kill, and order to kill indiscriminately. Full on massacres every campaign. One day Thorne heard that killing children was a horrible, terrible, awful thing. He would then make the conscious choice to spare some children during the next campaign, they were hiding, only he saw them, he told his soldiers no one was in the room and they moved on. He felt pleased with himself.
Unfortunately, this would backfire and lengthening the campaign. The Arisen summoned Thorne and punished him for “developing a conscience.”
Thorne would be forced to go back to killing indiscriminately because he cannot refuse the order, but it was no longer without guilt.
Sorry.
This lead to Syl having to explicitly tell Thorne that ‘No, children aren’t to be considered a possible threat.’ And more. This took a huge weight off Thorne’s chest, and told him much about his new Arisen.
#dragon’s dogma 2#dd2#pawn oc: thorne#fun to write let out so many thorne brainworms ty crow ily crow#hehehe phantom ox cart bit thorne will come to regret that. i Will write it. as a sort-of continuation to that oneshot <3#thorne my beloved semi well adjusted traumatized babygirl in his redemption arc
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Hi!
What's your favorite weapon to use against your Whumpees?
-- @whumporama ❤️🔪
Ooo good question! Though, I usually find it difficult to decide which weapon I should use on my Whumpees whenever it's their turn to be whumped, so I am already predicting that settling even on a top 3 will be difficult.
Let's see though... I don't think you can really go wrong with a blade or knife. They're quite versatile when you think about it. They can slice, cut and stab, yes, but they can also threaten, and even protect. Not to mention that they come in many different forms.
A pocket knife that folds neatly away, being flicked out at the climax right before the violence begins. Or being revealed and pressed against a Whumpee's neck in an alleyway.
A dagger, long and sharp. Whumper lightly trails the point along Whumpee's body, sending shivers down their spine. Maybe even using it to tilt their chin up.
A scalpel, even. A tool of precision, usually used to help save lives, but now it's use is being twisted and bastardized, slowly and methodically slicing through layers of flesh to do god knows what. Or maybe it's not for a surgery. Maybe Whumper sees themself as an "artist" of sorts, and Whumpee is their canvas. A scalpel is like a pencil to them.
Hmm... But I also like drugging too. It's definitely my go-to for lab settings. Maybe I'm a little too reliant on drugs for lab whump lmao. But c'mon-- it's right there!! And it's so versatile-- you don't even have to make it a pre-existing drug, you can make the side effects literally whatever you want!!
Yes you have the typical dizziness, confusion, tiredness, and euphoria of normal drugs, but that's not all injections are capable of. Some drugs burn (propofol does iirc, and I know potassium does too. Potassium is *super* uncomfortable when administered through IV. Best used on a Whumpee who was starved and has a potassium deficiency-- I could write a tip post on that one day), other drugs can cause odd feeling headaches that feel like pressure building up in your head (morphine does that to some people for a second before it kicks in. I am one of those people. It freaked me out the first time around ngl lol), but even that is just the surface of things drugs can do, especially in fiction.
One of my favorite fics I've read on here, Drowning by @equestrianwritingsstuff, features lab whump and a drug that makes the MC experience agonizing pain and panic. Those scenes were so fucking good imo!!! Like-- OUGH!!! Nearly yoinked it for myself, but I've already yoinked a lot from that story, and I don't want to just-- make the same thing again lol. (That's called plagiarism! :D!)
You can incorporate magic to induce a whole slew of fascinating new side effects. Add a hint of fire magic to set every single one of Whumpee's nerves alight with agony. Earth magics could temporarily petrify certain parts, if not all of Whumpee (petrify could just mean paralyze, or it could mean literal petrifaction; turning solid like stone. So solid that parts could snap off), water magics could liquify (imagine that in the lungs. As if pneumonia wasn't bad enough. The damage that literally liquifying a brain could cause too), and as for air magics... just injecting plain air straight into the veins can cause a whole slew of problems-- you don't need magic for that (you could suddenly adjust the atmospheric pressure with magic and make Whumpee suffer more as the air inside them rapidly expands though).
Speaking of magic, that's another fantastic weapon! In a fantasy setting, I feel like magic could be so common and come so naturally that it's almost on par with just-- using your bare hands. But magic is more useful and so versatile and there is so, so much you can do with it!!
Elemental magics are an obvious choice. Just look at Avatar over there. But ofc there's other elements that are fun, like ice, and electricity, and blood... Me and a friend once came up with an idea of someone who could manipulate someone's skeleton. They couldn't manipulate the muscles or their mind, literally just their bones. It'd make resistance painful, pulling and tearing at delicate tendons. The best thing Whumpee could do in that situation is just relax as much as possible, while their body gets helplessly puppeted around (technically they could overpower it too, depending on how much force the power could use ofc).
But there's so many other magic powers too that could easily be weaponized. Mind control abilities, a mind reader that knows all of Whumpee's weak points-- there's a fic I recently binged through, The Gift Of Perfect Knowledge by @internallyscreamingfrootloop, where a kid gets the ability to know the answer of any question he asks, and he's definitely used that to at least utilize the tools at his disposal.
There's even brutal powers that you can use, like super strength, and shape shifting, and blast summoning, which can give a Whumper the ability to just toss Whumpee around like a ragdoll.
But the fun part about magic is that you can make your powers be whatever the fuck you want. Take a look at my OC, Kage, for example. He might be a Whumpee, but he's also done his fair share of brutal, murderous whumping in his past. One of the powers that helps him with that, is a power that I literally just call "Ravens". He can summon ravens, crows, just any corvid really, and he can control them to make them do what he wants. Imagine a massive flock of black, cawing birds descending upon you. Imagine the last thing you see is a beak in your eye. Imagine the dreadful pain of being pecked apart and eaten alive, bit by agonizing bit. You can get brutal with magic, and it doesn't even have to be anything complicated.
Maybe magic will have to win my favorite then lol.
Honorable mentions:
Bludgeoning tools. Bats, canes, even a wall. If I'm feeling especially brutal, I might even think about just filling a bag with heavy weight, swinging it around and WHAM!!! Right into Whumpee. Sometimes a whack isn't enough, y'know?
Unconventional weapons, my beloved. A hefty flashlight, a purse, bottle of perfume or cologne (Whumper discovers that Whumpee has it while kidnapping them, proceeds to use it as an irritant, spraying it in Whumpee's mouth, eyes, and even up their nose. Whumpee can't wear it anymore because the scent reminds them of what happened now), clothes used for strangulation, or even a lack of clothes, a plastic bag for suffocation-- ugh, there's just so much you can do with the random objects you have laying around in your house. Books as bludgeoning weapons. Cards thrown so fast and hard that they cut. God I can keep going all day.
But ye, to answer your question, I think my favorite weapon would have to be magic, just in general. Second favorite would have to be anything unconventional, I like seeing the creativity of it. Mix those two together, and you have my full undivided attention.
Thank you so much for the ask!! This one was fun to talk about!!
My ask box is open and I would love to answer more!! I have plenty of ask games you can find on my ask game masterlist here! (I wanna update that completion tracking format into a tag system for better ease of use tbh. Maybe next year.)
Thank you to all who have read this far, and thank you to whumporama for both their post, and for the ask!! Hope you enjoyed my ramblings lol. Have a nice day/night/life!!! :D
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If the main casts of Bethroned and So(u)l met, which characters would get along best and which would get along worst?
OoooOooOoh I LOVE questions like these!!
I feel like both main casts wouldn’t get along very well, with hostility/wariness mostly coming from Bethroned’s side of the fence. Their story in general has a lot more.. betrayal, so they’re harder to make friends with than the So(u)l crew.
I think the two that would get along best are Hello and Elio, simply by virtue of them both being very positive people (and Hello being a robot, Elio still has to work on his human biases)
As for the worst, I think maybe.. Ough this is a toughie. I think Goodbye and Arche would be very wary of one another, but not necessarily the ‘worst’. I think the reason why they’d be at the bottom is that both of them think the other is a danger to their human (tm) and are being overly cautious.
June would find Dahmia to be quiet and cold, but June isn’t the type to hold a grudge when he doesn’t mesh with someone. Moreso the type to keep the offer of friendship open if the other party is interested later on (while Hello would likely get FAR too close and too touchy with Dahmia, which would incite some princely protective showboating to a very confused mascot who just wants to make friends)
Dahmia would find June to be.. annoyingly relaxed and laid back. She’d be irritated by the way he goes through life with a mostly “yeah sure” attitude, seeing as she isn’t able to have seen what he’s like when he IS under pressure. She’d mostly just think he’s too chill and that’s grating hsdhsds
Arche would find Hello to be .. *way* too much. Reminds him of his brother when they were younger but dialed up to 11. He’s got a headache after a minute of talking to him.
Elio would be wary of Goodbye. He knows when someone has a look in their eye that they’ve hurt someone before and don’t regret it. He’d recognize that same energy that’s inside of him too. Someone to be cautious of.
Hello would think Arche is a grumpy guy that needs a bit of Sunshine in his life (unaware that he has entirely too much already)
Goodbye would look at Elio and see past his facade. They’d both be on edge abt that.
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thought about the character too much.. now i have a headache ough
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Time to share some Starry lore because I’ve got a cute scene in mind. I love to vocal stim, sounds, phrases, but particularly songs. I’ll hear a song that feels just right and I’ll sit and chew it for hours til my throat’s sore. Currently favorite is The Valentine in Starfield (Is it still a sea shanty if it’s in space?). The reason I bring this fun fact up is because I can just see myself sitting for hours stimming with boys over new songs. Especially if it’s any new pieces for the theater. While the scripts and lyrics are predesigned by Fazbear, there’s something unquestionably their’s in performance that make it worth repeating. Worth remembering. Humming through daily tasks. Parroting their tone, their voice. Another sign of their existence that’s more then the capacity to destroy, then just simple property… They do end up being slightly upset when the Glamrocks try to introduce their songs to stimming sessions. (Sun/Moon: “That’s my human bonding time :(“ Monty: “Get cooler song selections then Sock and Buskin.” Freddy: “Pls do not misuse google search privileges to make insults.”)
- ✨Starry✨
Starry, hi!!! <33
!!!! HELL yes I echo songs a lot too!!!!
Unfortunately often 1-3 lines on repeat fgklgjkldfjg currently it's Villainous Thing, but I keep mixing "Let me see those smoky eyes" and "Let's remove those pretty clothes" and I end up singing "Oh dear, let's remove those smoky eyes" which. not the same fgkldjl
STARRY?! HELLO?! YOU REALLY GOT ME TEARING UP OVER THAT DESCRIPTION AAAA?!?! Also ABSOLUTELY -- for both the stimming, and making the songs their own.
God I'm imagining it so hard.
Eyndr suggested I draw a 'Y/N repairing the coat' last magma, and I haven't posted it cause I never got done, but yknow what? You get a WIP sketch fgkldgj Imagine they're singing
(Goose by Eyndr! Sun is stimming with a ribbon, like I do, except that I like to wrap it around the pads of my fingers, but he doesn't have those, so he has the bad habit of letting it run between his finger casings. Also I wanted a domestic vibe for this and also thought it'd be hilarious to have 'fanservice' with Sun being shirtless. Also, a more masculine Y/N! First beard I've drawn I think???)
One of the three absentmindedly starts a song and the others join in almost immediately. Unless it's a headache day, the backstage is never silent between those three, there's always a bit of humming or singing or even just echolalia.
Which. Mood. I always immediately and absentmindedly want to join in on sounds or singing in vc -- which. being in vc at all, and talking?? is a new development for me fgjdgkl but my god it's nice to be vibing and singing with a friend while doodling -- shout out to my bestie @eyndr ! I love hanging out for games or project days so much aa One day discord and spotify won't make us sing rounds/canons fghdj
ALSO HELLO YES SPACE SHANTIES?!?!!? TWO OF MY FAVORITE THINGS LET'S GO I'M LEAVING RN TO GO LISTEN BRB
Ough that's nice!!! I loved it! ; w ; Ehehe, I tend to have work songs/sea shanties days where that's all I listen to, so I getcha and good choice! > :3 Haven't played that game, but I do play No Man's Sky and I wish there was random space shanty singers to find waugh!
Also now I'm totally imagining a Faz Space Opera yeeesss 👀👀👀
Back to BaL! Sometimes, for fun, all 3 purposefully mess with the cadence or pitch, either to make each other laugh or just to get creative or because it sounds nice, and they end up liking something and it's like "!!!!"
When they sing that version later, it feels like theirs -- like it's those moments spent together. Proof of their existence and how it affects the world around them positively. Reminders that they're loved, and they love (in a cosmic kind of way, but also it's a self insert so fuck it we BaLl (aaaay finally used the joke @lavenoon fgjdfklgjld).
Also yeee I can see them being really, ACTUALLY insulted when one of the animatronics, who doesn't know because those little sing-stimming sessions are private with Y/N, jokes about how those songs are lame and they should be singing some of theirs instead because they're catchier. Oof
Which, just now, made me realize that BaL Sun's anger runs cold, so he just goes totally silent, straightens up and get that intense stare. Maybe Moon's even the one who talks through the speaker to deflect and does that overly-sweet anger of like "Catchy, huh? Hopefully we don't catch those inflated egos of yours -- there's barely enough space for all of us and your big heads as it is! We'll come back later~!" to excuse themselves (and then prank them to hell and back of course! But there's no proof : )) ) (ALSO OH MY GOD SOCK AND BUSKIN THAT'S FUCKING GOLD. THAT'S SO CANON NOW AND THE BOYS THINK IT'S HILARIOUS)
Back to the singing, I think that another thing that they do especially well is that they can sing at the same time, so even for solos they can add back vocals to each other, or play around with the pitch since they do-and-don't share a processor and can adapt in microseconds -- wait actually they can definitely sing rounds, too!!
Oh my god now I'm imagining them singing rounds with vastly different moods at the same time, perfectly calibrated so that both of them come out loud and clear and also enhance each other's -- lining up or losing one of their voices at just the right moment to be chilling. It's like you're getting the song and the reprise but both at once
Thanks for the ask Starry!!! Always excited to see you in my inbox <33 And I'm going to be rotating this in my mind for a WHILE fkljdgjkld
#break a leg!au#asks#beloved Starry ✨#I still have last week's magma sketch to finish. It fitted well though so gift of WIP upon ye!!#and now i wanna draw space opera costumes and backstage sing-stimming too WAUGH and redo the goose sketch too and--#fnaf dca#dca au#dca fandom#fnaf sb#kibsfnafstuff#BaL art#Break a leg!au lore#my art#sketches#break a leg!au art#plus size y/n
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Oh dude you'd go crazy with rw, I love it for its morally grey characters and speculative biology.
Ough I really wish rw was accessible to you, I think it'd be right up your alley. There's pathetic little meow meows, gender, creatures, and girl bossing. I think that's what's driven many hk fans to it.
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YEAH I GENUINELY AM DISTRESSED THAT I CANT PLAY/WATCH IT bc it really does sound right up my alley, plus I love the cute little slugcats and lizards that I see in so many of the fanart. Unfortunately I have a tendency to get migraines and eyestrain from fast-moving pixel art and something about RW's artstyle trips that real hard. I think the issue is that heavily pixelated effects make my brain think that the image is out of focus, so it tries to focus harder in turn, inducing headaches. Minecraft also triggers those headaches, for example, just not as quickly as RW does in the moments where I've attempted to watch playthroughs
I do have reading glasses that I use quite frequently now when I have to work on the computer, so I might try those out. I just don't like using them for too long because if I do, then I get headaches when I take them off. I'm mildly farsighted and it helps when I look at screens, but then it fucks my vision up when I have to refocus to further distances again
#anon#reply#ive discussed this issue before and i think i just have to settle for wiki articles#or listening to lore videos (but the issue then is finding good loretubers)
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Do you think Tyler would go to a pride parade? Or would he have a whole ‘thing’ about it? I think he wouldn’t like the idea of those floats where it’s a company type of thing. I’m not sure 🤔
I’ve actually thought about this a lot. I think Tyler is very firmly of the belief that there shouldn’t be laws outlawing homosexuality because that is not the governments business to control. However, I also don’t think he gives a shit about whether or not gay marriage gets legalized, because he’s very nebulous about his opinions on marriage and thinks it’s none of the governments business who you decide to spend the rest of your life with
That said, Tyler IS bisexual, but he doesn’t use that word to describe himself. Tyler doesn’t like all the specific terminology and the labels and the flags for every single thing. If you had him read a Twitter thread of two chronically online people he’d get a headache. Now, with that in mind, I definitely don’t think Tyler is someone who believes you shouldn’t be open about your sexuality or your gender. He thinks everyone should do what makes them happy, and if someone else doesn’t like it, LETS KILL EM.
However, I think Tyler is very opposed to and actively disgusted by the sanitization of pride. The idea that gay and trans people should just assimilate and be as similar to cishet people as possible… ough that shit makes him heated. Pride started as a riot. Pride is about hating cops for being so up in your business about what you like to do in your free time. The fact that it has becomes such a thing that cops are involved in the process and companies feel comfortable putting their name on it? Gives him the ick real bad.
Final answer: no Tyler wouldn’t go to pride. He’s too busy fucking his boyfriend into the mattress.
#he’s nuanced like that#in a similar vein: Tyler definitely doesn’t vote#Tyler doesn’t vote because he doesn’t believe in the system and thinks it needs to be dismantled#the narrator doesn’t vote because Tyler doesn’t vote (spineless)#(he used to vote. I’d peg him as a moderate leaning democrat in the most sane sense of that term)#and Marla does vote because she’s dependent on welfare systems#op#fight club#anon
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